19 June 11

DADeDYdodu Day

Before I shoot… why do I get the feeling that my blogging shall be a lot less updated nowadays? Besides my seasonal mind working, there’s school and well, mainly school. I’m drowning with paper works and goodness, my professors were not joking about that part. There’s the new analysis which we have to compose two prior to Prelims and Midterms; followed by the ever famous POLICY PAPER which shall confabulate about Europe; and then *tenenenen! drum roll* Thesis which by the way, I have zero idea on the topics and adviser.

Besides babbling all about the enormous pile of paper works that I have to do, I am in my confusion disposition or disposition of confusion, oh, whichever is right I am in that stage! Four years ago, I was in the same distress situation but it was a whole lot easier because what I was dwelling on was a) I don’t know what school to go to college to and b) I don’t know what course I’m going to take up. Now, it’s a new chapter but a whole lot harder: “After graduation, where do I go from here?” OMIGOSH! That thought is adding up my massive stress level. Here’s the even jaw-dropping part, my parents want me to go to Law school. *jaw drops all over again* I have never ever, again, repeat, EVER, aspired to be come Atty. Zee! It’s not that I don’t want to go, it’s just that I don’t believe  that I’m smart and studious and, and, and verbal enough to take that challenge. Elle Woods from Legally Blonde sure made it easy to get in to a courtroom and defended someone but hello! This is reality and not some chick flick movie! This is the moment I’ve been afraid to face and it has come and I have until the end of October to decided. *sigh*

Enough about that, how did you spend your Father’s Day? As for me and mi familia, a small dinner at Siam (yey for Thai food). No outfit photo though. I’ve been gaining weight.

     

I miss Thai

     

Dits, Tara and TCV

     

Dad and Mom <3

Yes, Mom has a new do and there some photos which I happen to look exactly like her. HAHA! So, it’s a long weekend but I’ll stay home, finish what I can and just rest. Have a great week ahead!

PS

Earlier today, I’ve been watching the Glee-athon on Star World and I just wanna share this song since I really liked their version and it’s about being yourself since you were Born This Way.

         

Swing my hips and giggle,

     

Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh